A couple of years ago I published a page on Squidoo
I Love You Dad and in it I included some very personal stories about my Dad and what he means to me. Now the page is providing some focus for me as I and my family mourn and try to come to terms with his very sudden passing on November 11.
Nothing can ever prepare you for a loss as huge as this. My Dad was my hero for many reasons and although I know it will get easier, my every waking moment is now underpinned by such huge sadness that I sometimes wonder if I will ever have the heart or the motivation to continue with writing online full time, as I have been these past three years.
I know that will change and I will want to write again but at the moment, it just is not important.
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