bipolar spectrum

To be honest with you I was scared at first to reveal my name, simply because I wanted to speak freely and openly on my blog. And it is of a sensitive nature that may have some negative ramifications in my personal life if all is found out. I have decided that sharing my journey is more important, and I hope it has a larger impact on people if they know that a real person is behind it. A person just like many of you who are experiencing the highs and lows (that can at times lead to psychotic... Read Full Story

When I was a teenager my episodes began. They came on sweet and each one was welcomed more then the last. In fact one of the most beautiful memories of mania I had (this is of course before I knew the word mania, however, I must say even to this day I find the word to be exciting) was when I was sixteen. It was brilliant. I thought that I was having an eitherical experience. And, I don't mind telling you that to this day I'm still not convinced of the contrary. I happened like this, I was... Read Full Story

I wonder if it will be suicide. The idea sounds some what glamorous to me. The height of drama. A Note? Honestly, don't be absurd, nothing I do in life is orthodox, and nothing I do when the curtain closes will be either. Now, I belive its important to here to mention one thing, I break down, I cry, its all exstremly sad. However there can be a very real art to the way the act is committed.I've lost to many friends to suicide already in my life. I felt cheated, mad, and angry, that they had... Read Full Story

One would think that they would help, at least to bring me happiness. I'm sure they do help, in the way I can notice, but then again I can never trust my perception, be that as it may I will tell you that the speed of which the demon swings come at me has seemed at least for now to be slow, almost still. But I know they are hiding just below the surface read. There always ready. All through out the day today, and every day I will be nibbling in secrecy like a school boy my candy. There names... Read Full Story

Wikizines are interactive magazines that anyone can create or edit - and this one is called "bipolar spectrum". Here you can find fresh voices and respond in real time. Some members write articles about recent news and trends related to the wikizine's topic, others recount relevant personal stories or share their favorite pictures and video clips. Got an interesting idea or story to share with other members of this wikizine? Well, then put on your journalist's cap and add your own article... Read Full Story