Sorry for the lack of posting lately. I’m heavily involved in a number of other projects. If you’re an actual person reading this, you’re welcome to join me on myspace. I’ve taken most of these personal ramblings over there. I am still working on the book but I am playing those cards considerably closer to my chest until I’m happy with it.
Thanks for understanding, and I’ll see you on the other side.
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The following took place roughly a year ago. Not sure why I felt the need to share it now.
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He picks up an old photo of me and the girls from New Year’s, 2002.
“Who are they?”
“That’s Shannon, Crystal, and Savanna.”
“Who is that?” He points at my image.
“Me.”
“You? Jones, that’s you?!”
“…yes.”
That was me at what I consider my worst, physically. That particular photo isn’t exactly... Read Full Story
I have returned.
I have been living in a bikini and flip flops for a week, and I arrived home to a 50% drop in temperature and some snow. Fabulous.
I am tan (not burnt, insert shock and awe here), I look good, I feel good, and I’m ready to start the new year.
Eventually I will tell you about the wonderful, beautiful things I have seen and done, but for now I leave you with a couple of photos (more to come), my hope that ‘08 is treating you all well so far, and the statement that J... Read Full Story
I write tonight because I can’t sleep. When I sleep it’s fraught with nightmares, dreams of nonsense that leave me waking bruised in body and mind. Nothing is clear enough to be portentous or ominous, just ’scary’.
The words are spilling through my mind like bowling pins knocked askance.
He is here. His door is firmly shut, presumably to keep out my feline and canine companions, of whom he is not terribly fond, but it feels like he shut that door at me. I know he didn&... Read Full Story
1. Open your music library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc).2. Put it on shuffle.3. Press play.4. For every question, press the next button and type the song that plays.
Preview version 1: Say You Will - Ra
Preview version 2: Drag the Water - Pantera
Opening Credits: Above - Mad Season
Waking Up: The Way I Am - Eminem
Falling In Love: Mr. Moustache - Nirvana
Sex Scenes: I Don’t Believe - Stabbing Westward
Telling Male Lead Character I Love Him & When Zombies Appear (simultaneous... Read Full Story
I said, “Please don’t do that.”
You kept doing it, while asking why I wanted you to stop. I walked out. You followed. You argued with me for two hours, the basis of your argument being that you didn’t really do that and that I was just being overly sensitive. I’ve never seen a wound in a person like I saw in your eyes that night. I felt like I really hurt you, which was fucked up, considering that the whole thing started because you hurt me. Fuck you for that.
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I know what you’re looking for
You’ve looked in these eyes before
And all you saw was blue-green water
Searching for a mirror
That would show the world not who you are
But who you want to be
And you thought you’d found that one in me
But it’s been a long time since I heard that name
He doesn’t live here anymore
Don’t know where he’s residing
You can wait here if you want
But I don’t think he’s coming back
He doesn’t live here anymore... Read Full Story
So it’s holiday time again and I’m in the Christmas card mood. Send me your address and I’ll send you an actual card (and nothing creepy or stalkerish, I promise)…I know, crazy, right? Nobody sends real paper cards anymore.
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Survey questions provided by http://community.livejournal.com/mondaysabitch/
If you could have one part of your body massaged every day, which would you choose?
If we’re speaking of a platonic massage, my shoulders.
Are there any smells that make you feel instantly nostalgic? If so, what are they?
Honeysuckle
Sweetly scented tobacco (vanilla or something similar)
If the choice for the legal age of consent in your country was up to you, which age would you deem appropriate?
IR... Read Full Story
