The Insanity Must Stop

As a father of three kids, it absolutely breaks my heart and goes against everything I believe as a human being to have to come to the realization that my kids are no longer mine and that I am nothing more than an excuse for their mother to blame her own faults on. I have let her run all over me just like I let my brother and father do in New York. Today, I say no more, I am done! I am sending Joe Guilt packing. This is my life and I have every right to live a happy existence as the next. I let her ruin the one relationship I had that made me happy and I refuse to be controlled anymore.

This bullshit fantasy made for TV show she is living in is over. I received a $25000 bill from her attorney stating that if I truly loved my kids(meaning she at least read my letters to them), I would pay the bill. $5000 of which would go to pay her attorney so she could screw me to the wall even further. Bizzarro world is over. To this point I have been a door mat for the last five years letting her ruin everything I cared about. Well, I am officially giving her the” Catholic of the Year Award “and moving on. Not only am I a good father, but I am a great father and deep down my kids know that, but she is going to have to take her sense of right and wrong and shove it. I am no longer going to play the little French Poodle jumping through the hoop of fire to keep her happy game. That is not my lot in life. I should have fought her tooth and nail 5 years ago and my life would not be the wreck it has become. From now on if the kids want a father it will be on my terms. She can hate me and chase me all she wants; the one thing she can’t have is me and that will never change.

The soup can that is my brain is a result of me letting people shit on me whenever they felt like it and me deciding to work around it; no more, today for the first time in my life I am telling everyone NO MORE!

With A Smile-Cory