Why cant I do anythingAnything for youI say that I love you soStill Im not see-through Oh, my Lord why must I beLoving me so selfishly?Jesus died and made me wholeYet I dont live for thee Why cant I just listen closeClosely to your wordsIn one ear and out it goesand I speak absurd God, you pick me up againFallen, beaten, bruised in sinThen I turn my back againDoing what I choose Lord, your glory fills the earthMore than thoughts can say Still I spit right in your faceStill I act okay Lover of... Read Full Story

I remember those times when I've always had my fists up ready to shut up the people who are ready to take me down. It seems so far, but I'm not that much wiser or older from where I was. I am at a point in my life where God is becoming more real in every single thing that I do. And slowly, that is transforming my fists into open palm stretched out to surrender. I'm still making this work in my life. Everyday, God teaches me something that breaks me. He uses painful experiences, struggles with... Read Full Story

I am finally and slowly moving away from Tabulas by uploading and posting my art work somewhere else. I'm still getting used to the change, but I can actually have more than one blog under one username w/c I find very cool. =) Another change is actually getting my art out there... somewhere over the wires and waves? Well it's on the internet and it cannot be anymore public than that. I was pretty insecure with my skills as an artist ... w/c is why presentations are the worst. I feel like I wa... Read Full Story

That is a poetic way of saying, I have an extremely messy room... My artwork is all over the floor.   I need to document and archive my art properly... Actually I need to take care of it properly. LOL I need a portfolio.     LOL. Yeah, Totally not blog-worthy. Read Full Story

3 days at New York City in February with Best friends! I am super excited! I want Pao and Hanie to come with, too... But then Pao will be stuck with someone he doesn't know in a room. (I'm thinking Andrew from Design class, lol). What's worse is ... stuck with an instructor. Oh well. I'll bring back something for him. Matching I *heart* NY shirts for us? lol Babe if you're reading this, you've got until Thursday to make up your mind. Haha. Hanie doesn't want to spend money on a three day vaca... Read Full Story

I need to rest just a bit. My head is way too busy. I feel like I have given too much task to do at church and really, I cannot handle all of them. Last night someone asked me, "Why are you avoiding to sing?" When I politely declined an offer to sing back-up for praise and worship at the Mississauga church. I said no not because I didn't want to, it's fun to be a back up singer. But I just had to be realistic with what I can handle. And right now, there are SO MANY people in the church who ca... Read Full Story

I miss high school. I miss having a study mate. Someone who will stay up with me studying. AND KEEP ME AWAKE. Ugh. So tonight, coffee you're my study mate. Read Full Story

My dear Pao and I are figuring out what to dress up as for Halloween. Don't know if anything is going on but whatever it is, we're dressing up as a couple. We already decided but maybe I should keep it a surprise... =) Speaking of dressing up, I haven't been dressing up nicely. I'm kind of wearing whatever these days. Living a life of a student. I packed most of my clothes so that moving in January won't be so hectic. I'm sure it still will be but at least lessen the load. I feel that I'm kin... Read Full Story

I have a preposition to make with anyone who wants to help me. So I was thinking of building a website for Sunday School teachers (kids 12 and below). I want it to be a little like the Our Daily Journey or Our Daily Bread websites and gather Children Ministry Pastors, Teachers, Creative, Talents, and Volunteers to write short lessons and songs about anything that can be taught to the children - free of charge. WHY? The Children's Ministry is one of the most needed Ministry in a church. But, w... Read Full Story

Midterm Test and Projects List They're all due next week. So... I have to finish it before then!Here we go! FAS234H5 FAS248H5 FAS246H5  (finished Oct 13) CCT311H5 CSC104H5   Read Full Story