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I just wanted to wish you all a Merry Christmas and  a Happy New Year!!! Be safe and enjoy the season. God Bless!!!        Read Full Story

I have many past regrets, mainly for being too afraid of trying something new or different, not pursuing certain girls that might give me a chance, not pursuing certain dreams and letting great opportunities slip through my fingers. We all have regrets in our lives for the most part but how many of us do something to change their past? I bring up the subject on regrets because my good friend David and I had a small discussion on the topic. I don’t look at a regret being a bad thing anymore... Read Full Story

I don’t understand this, but I actually feel the love fading from my heart each and every day. I’m not losing love for my family, friends or the everyday things in my life. Yep, you guessed it, from the failed love attempts with the opposite sex. I say this because so many women have ripped the heart right out of my chest and stomped the shit out of it, LOL. Don’t think that I am putting the blame on women because I am also to blame. I have let some good relationships go in the past, mainly... Read Full Story

Well, yesterday was a sad day. My brother left for Germany for two years and it was hard for me to see him go but I tried to stay strong. I kept a smile on my face, so, that he would remember it. I do kind of have tears at the moment though. It was really hard for my mom and all three of his kids, especially his youngest. He really took it the hardest, it was really difficult to watch and really pulled at your heart. He will be back visiting before we know it and we could go visit him too at... Read Full Story

I really want to blog as much as possible but it seems that I am having CWBS (Chronic Writers Block Syndrome). I get ready to write and then all of a sudden, poof, my mind goes completely blank (speaking of chronic… LOL). I must be brainless, I know that most would tend to agree but… HEY, STOP IT!!! DON’T YOU AGREE TOO!!! Maybe people are right about me, I have been known to say and do stupid things in the past. They seemed smart at the time, in actuality they were not the smartest decision... Read Full Story

I know that it’s been awhile since my last post but I just haven’t been in the mood. Also, I’ve been busy doing other things. Well, my brother has been home from basic for almost a month. He got his orders and and leaves September 15th, he is going to Mannheim, Germany, I would love to go with him. He is not going to be a combat cook now (the military contracts out), He has to do something different, I think it’s something with the MP Unit. We are all going to miss him and are nervous for... Read Full Story

As most of you may know by now, the Fresno State Bulldogs are the 2008 College World Series National Champions. This is only the second National Title in school history, the first was the Women’s Softball Team in 1998. I am not really all that into Baseball but when it comes to the Diamond Dogs, consider me the biggest Baseball fan around. Being the lowest seeded team everyone thought that they wouldn’t last very long. After winning game after game they started to become a Cinderella team... Read Full Story

Well, I don’t know why I haven’t been blogging. I guess I haven’t been in the mood until now. The big news is that my brother has enlisted in the Army. At the moment he is at basic training, he left last week for Fort Jackson, SC. After that I believe he goes to Fort Lee, Va for AIT (Advanced Individual Training), he is going to become a Chef but I doubt he will stay in Army Food Service Operations. What he really wants to do is something in computers but you never know he might enjoy being... Read Full Story

I don’t know what to blog about but I thought I should write something. So, what’s new? Well, I do have a new part time nurse and she is very pretty. She is a health nut and keeps in shape but that isn’t a big deal to me. I can say one thing, her body is nice to look at, LOL. Umm… I guess I shouldn’t of said that, just incase one of my other nurses ever read this. I said it, so, it stays. Oh, I think you all heard the good news this week, Brett Favre finally retired. Bears fans like me... Read Full Story

There is one thing that worries me and puts a little fear in me.  It is my legacy, meaning having my name carry on and showing that I did something important. Just about everyone in my family that’s in my age group and younger has kids. I may never get married and have kids but I’m beginning to accept this but it still hurts somewhat. Who knows? It may happen, I never give up on this. I feel that she is out there somewhere just waiting and thinking about someone like me. I thought that I... Read Full Story