dragonfly3085

Well… last year I had an amazingly healthy year. Unhappy sure, but I lost a ton of weight and came to terms with a lot of things in my life.  Then I went into a relationship with somebody *which I’m madly, passionately, in love with!* and the last year has been very happy… but very unhealthy. That being said… I’m going to try this whole fitness thing again. It’s time. Read Full Story

I am currently seeking recipes! I am in a baked chicken rut & am looking for new recipes to try! I would really appreciate your input! All recipe types are welcome. Please send your submission to: dragonfly3085@yahoo.com Thank you! Read Full Story

  It’s been a while since I blogged, the reason being was because I had nothing to blog about! I was tired of feeling tired, hopeless and sad. I felt like every blog I had was complaining or devoid of real emotion or power.  What’s the point of even blogging if that’s what you’re putting out there? Today I was driving through an old neighborhood of mine and as I tend to do, I was thinking… I was thinking about my life; here, and now. Well folks, guess what?   I’M HAPPY! Truly... Read Full Story

  I’m frustrated today for several reasons.  Primarily my father is… on edge which is putting me on edge.  Now I live here, in his house and I am so grateful for that.  I can’t currently afford rent on my own in this region and living with my dad is a reasonable alternative.  It has it’s downside like no privacy what so ever, quiet hours, and loss of certain freedoms which I don’t necessarily mind.  I’m not a party person so not being able to have those doesn’t bother me, and I don’t bring... Read Full Story

  I did not do well on my Biology quiz today.  I studied, I had the general concepts but I’m pretty sure I messed up half the terms.  So frustrating.  Oh well, better luck next time I guess.   AHHHHHHHHHHHHH so frustrating! I’ve decided that I want to get my License to Carry.   I don’t think I’d actually carry it with me but it’s a course that I’d like to take, and I’d like to be a gun owner both for target (do any of you remember when I used to instruct archery?) and also just to be a... Read Full Story

I am SO sick of this winter. Every time I think I am pulling myself out of this winter funk depression I fall right back into it.  It’s like a hiding hole in the ground…. a trap set up for me to walk right into.  Blindsided I end up weeping in the aisles of TJ Maxx for no damn reason.  Okay maybe not weeping, but seriously getting bummed out. School is going well.  My previous frustrations with Chemistry in Biology still stand, but I think I’m getting better.  I feel confident about it and... Read Full Story

  I can’t find my motivation.  I seem to have misplaced it… have you seen it? It’s snowing again.  Another goddamn snowy New England day.  This is the most snow I think we’ve ever gotten.  We usually get hammered with one snowy storm a year, but this year we get a snow storm every week and I’m so so tired of looking at it. Waaah I know, bitching about the weather is the most irritating thing but I’m tired of it.  My classes are going well, but I need to start understanding Chemistry... Read Full Story

  There are many tourist destinations that are seasonal.  You can’t go snowboarding in the summer and you can’t go to the beach in the winter.  Unfortunately for me, I live in the beach category of destination.  Also unfortunately for me, that beach destination is not one that is south of any kind of warmth meridian, so unless the sun is laying on top of us in the summer… we’re cold. With cold, comes desolation.  Nobody wants to go out, nobody wants to be around. It’s for these reasons... Read Full Story

  I don’t know what it is… maybe it’s winter in New England, maybe it’s just me but lately, every little thing grates my nerves.  I think it’s because of my month of solitude now that I have to go into the general public I’m irritated by the littlest, stupidest things. Yesterday I went to the grocery store.  In the parking lot I was irritated by the man with the vehicle shopping cart. You know the one… anyway the man was walking his cart back to the store which is fine and dandy. I... Read Full Story

  I’m loving being a student and just a student.  At first I was nervous I would feel lazy not working but I can focus on school.  Today I promised myself I’d do all my homework for the week, but so far I’ve spent two hours on Facebook and getting irritated by iTunes.  Seriously, I spent forever organizing my iTunes and deleting all the music I didn’t want and it’s been acting funny all week. It wouldn’t open, or it would open and try to run through the setup process or duplicate all of... Read Full Story