I have not been able to sleep well the past 2 or 3 nights. I am so tired that when I left the house today without kids I still turned on the DVD player, in the car for the kids who were, yep at home! I am so tired that if you want a clean dish it is probably in the dish washer, and hopefully I remembered to turn it on! Also my breast have been tender and sore again lately! Like I needed that! One more thing on my body to ache, great! My back aches from the base of my skull to my butt! I... Read Full Story

Evie is coloring and I don't want to color to! I know shame on mommy, but I would rather be online right now. So I told her "I love watching you color. You color so beautiful!"Her response was, "Yes, I am!"I couldn't help but laugh! What a little goober! Her personality never fails to crack me up. After working a few hours this afternoon I came home to a bunch of messes. I told her I wasn't happy, and she replied (very seriously) "I so sorry mama!" While she shook her head from side to side. ... Read Full Story

I have had less and less sleep everyday lately. The kids as well. For some reason they keep staying up later and later. They won't sleep, and they are driving me crazy. Most nights lately it has been a bedtime battle, one I always lose! I am so wore out that I can't get anything done during the day. Everything is suffering! The house is a mess, and the kids main food group is chicken nuggets! Which makes me feel worse, and that doesn't help. I just need good sleep. It's like they are t... Read Full Story

I had my first OB appointment on the 3oth, I think it was a Friday I know that! They took blood for all kinds of tests, did a pap, and did an ultrasound. They doctor says everything looks good. He said that I am 8 weeks and I am due on 6-11-10! Which can't be right because I know the first day of my last period was after 10-4-09 and the days just don't add up. However, I don't care a week early won't hurt the baby. How I see it is it helps me out more, meaning one less week I will be pr... Read Full Story

This week has been hell. I started feeling a little nauseous Monday, and it slowly got worse as the week progressed. Today I woke up at 6:00 am just so I could run to the bathroom and vomit! That was great. Then I felt horrible all day long. I am so tired. I am not getting any thing done. Our house looks horrible. I haven't had dishes piled up like this in years. My poor husband and kids have to deal with cranky impatient sick mommy all day. It is awful. I cried today and told my husband I ca... Read Full Story

When we got home I sat down, and like a wave I felt horrible pain throughout my breast. It was awful like they had just ran a marathon! I sat there and told hubby, "Oh, man my boobs hurt!" He joked and said, "Got milk!" I didn't find it funny! How can you laugh at anything when your breasts feel like they were beat up. I lasted a while and finally I can relax! Plus, now the kids are asleep! I had antibiotics a couple weeks ago, and thought it gave me a yeast infection. So I bought an over the... Read Full Story

I had a lazy day with a long nap! Thank you nana, papa, and hubby! Hubby has been great! Watching the kids for me and making food for me when I don't feel up to it. Thank Goodness we were visiting the in-laws this weekend. The extra help is a Godsend especially since I was totally wiped out! I really needed some sleep! I have been feeling so tired and blah lately. Today I felt nauseous but not! If that makes any sense! So thank you to my family for letting me lay around all day! I could get u... Read Full Story

Yep, It's official I am certainly definitely pregnant! I had my doctor order a blood test today! So there is no doubt! I have mixed feelings! Of coarse I am happy and excited, but I am also worried. Babies cost A LOT! Plus, they need lots of attention, and I already have 2 who need lots of attention. I don't want to short change anyone! I really worry about that. I don't know if that makes sense or not, but I can't think how to put that into words, without sounding harsh. I don't mean it nega... Read Full Story

Well I told hubby the news or maybe news! As I figured he is excited! He did say that this means he's gonna have to be nice to me (if I am in fact pregnant)! I'm left with one question, "You're not nice now, and you know it? Hummmmmm........The plan for now is to keep it between us and see if I can get a blood test tomorrow to confirm it either way! So hopefully I can sleep tonight!I did ask a friend about it and she said the same thing happened to her with her first child. She said the reaso... Read Full Story

I have been really tired lately, which I just chalked up to the kids not sleeping through the night. Despite the fact that they rarely sleep through the night and I should be used to it. Then something my mom said the other day got me thinking. Out of the blue she was drilling me "Are you pregnant? Are you sure? You're sure your not pregnant?" What the heck she's nuts I thought.Then today as I was going to the bathroom I thought what the heck I'll take a pregnancy test. I had 3 of them, one l... Read Full Story