Off topic but i gotta talk to someone LOL

Just got let down by someone I admired and respected a great deal, and the sad thing is i saw it coming but played dumb. Yeah, like some kid or something, I let it happen. Shameful a 40 year old man still trusting people like that. But I did and took this person at face value.Yeah, I'm a sap I know. I suffer from "truebelieverism" seems the best name to give it. Its when you believe in people and