Don't Call Me Pretty
I found this poem randomly today thought I would post it.8/11/08 Don't call me pretty, you don't even call me. You say you think I'm sexy but I think you just want me. I don't want to want you so please don't call me baby. If you meant what you say. Then maybe I could let you have your way. I dont want you to call me pretty, its just not that fun. I feel like you've always got me on the run, chasing after your made up games. I'd rather not hear anything until you make my telephone ring. Unti... Read Full Story
Keep This Happiness Going
Letting go was so hardIt was the first time in my life I had to But when I met youI wanted to let go for the first timeStarting new with zero expectationDiscovering you were a specializationMaking my heart race without choosingSometimes pound because you were so damn confusingYou caught my ear, then my eye and now something deeperHonestly, I'm very happily living each dayContinuing to grow even sweeter How I feel leaves no area of greyI just want to keep walking alongside my friendBelieving ... Read Full Story
Another Blog I started, all about food!
Check it out I write about places to eat in LA and things to make at home. I hope you love it, should be tasty :) http://lainarose.wordpress.com/ Read Full Story
Started a New Non-Profit Company
We've been working on marketing our biodegradable water bottle, we give 100% of our proceeds to charity. If you are interested in learning more check out our website! www.drinkbenefit.com Read Full Story
Good Friends
After almost 3 years in LA I am finally starting feel at home here. I have a wonderful boyfriend (we've been together since the end of Sept. 08) and some amazing friends. I feel so blessed to have amazing people surrounding me. I do miss my Texas friends so much though. It is hard to say what will happen in the next year but I'm excited to see it. Read Full Story
Asking Me
of coursewhen you ask mewhen you need methat is what I will saynever wanting this feeling to go awayin six months timesome people crash togethersome people smash apartsome people don't weathersome people only starti think you knowhow I feelthat it's realvulnerable, but scaredthe second feels sharedif you want meits quite clearthat I'm herestanding, believingsupporting, not leavingshow meis what you have donein my mind there is nonewith as magnetic of a pullblessed, my life is so full Read Full Story
my prayer today
sinking downnot wanting to drownpull me upim looking upgrab me by the armgrab me by the necki dont care howi just need off this groundwhere are you Godhave you forgoti need helpkeeping myselfoverwhelmed all dayplease come and stayyou are my releaseim falling to my kneesLord you are itso here i sitwaiting for you to come downnot wanting to drown Read Full Story
Cooking Fun
Cooking Fun
Killing her husband...
So I was reading the article today about a woman release from prison and getting her kids back after three years of being on probation. She spent about two weeks in jail total. She was convicted of shooting her husband in the back and killing him after years of physical and mental abuse. I don't understand why but this really made me think. This is not the first time someone had killed their abusive husband in defense but something about this made me question myself. What do I think about th... Read Full Story