Today is your 26th  birthday, and you are so missed. I can't believe you are no longer here. I hope everyone remembers you with lots of love and laughs today. Read Full Story

I normally don't let what anyone except those I love bother me. If I don't know you I don't really care what you say or think about me. But if you talk about him, that bothers me. When he was alive, fine whatever. But he is dead now. Don't talk badly about him. If what you say is true, fine, then I don't care, but if it isn't true, why say it. He is dead, and can't defend himself.    I just answered this Featured Question, you can answer it too! Read Full Story

So I think I finally realize that I am stuck with him, unless I want to be alone. That nobody else wants me, at all. I always knew the one was a fantasy and that he would never actually want me, fine, yes it stings a bit, but no big deal. But the other one, I saw him last night, and I don't think he ever really paid me any attention. He may have looked at me slightly a few times, but not the way he checked out other girls, especially the bimbo/whore types. I know I am not that way, and I know... Read Full Story

I have come to realize that I could easily fade away, and very few people would even notice let alone care. Of course people who are obligated to care would, like my family, but if you know me and my family then you know that I have very BIG issues with my family. We get along, but we don't. You see, for whatever reasons, I am the worthless one, and nothing I ever do is right or good enough. I know this is how they feel about me, of course they never say it, when I say it, they deny it. But... Read Full Story

The other night I was hanging out with some friends, some new. One guy was a little odd, not in a bad way, just said and did a few odd things, and I can;t tell if they were just odd, or maybe he was flirting a bit. One of his friends was telling a story on him hitting on a girl and what he(the friend) did to him when he was doing it, this guy, looks right at me and says the very sexual line he was saying to this girl at the time that is buddy embarrassed him. I asked how tall he was, he... Read Full Story

It's happening again. Things with him had been getting better, and then a while back they started going down hill again. Only this time, there is no one else. It is just me. Yes, there is someone I like, but I know he doesn't like me. So it's no big deal. It doesn't affect anything, it's like having a crush on an actor. I am having a hard time dealing with how I feel, I am sad, and miserable. And he doesn't help because he is cranky, pissy and has an attitude. We talked today and I told him... Read Full Story

You have been gone 4 months now, and I still think of you, and miss you. When I listen you I can't believe I will never see you onstage or meet you. I met the other one, I was so scared to do it, but I did, and he will never mean as much to me as you do. You are so missed, when I hear certain songs, not even always your songs, just songs that remind me of you, I cry. Do you know how hard it is to try and explain to people why I am upset over a song? Because I don't get to tell the world what... Read Full Story

That she has always been there for me and never judged me, she may not have always approved of my actions or choices but she was always there. Ahe has allowed me to become the person I am today because she never wanted or expected me to be like everyone else. She allowed me to be me. to dress the way I wanted, to listen to my music, to believe how I wanted to believe. I love who I wanted. She taught me to never love anyone, whether that is a friend, a boyfriend, a parent, or even an IDOL... Read Full Story

I have a friend that has just started talking to the singer of a semi-known band. She has been a fan of his bands for awhile, and has his current band on her myspace page. Recently she requested him. He started talking to her, chatting her up, hitting on her. He even invited her to come to his up coming show. She can't make it because it's farther away then he thought. When she told him this, he immediately told her when he would be in her area, several days before this info was released to... Read Full Story

I have been thinking about you so much lately. I'm listening to you right now. I love your voice, it is so beautiful. I remember the first moment I heard you sing. I was so enchanted, I have no idea what went on around me. He sound like him, Kurt, did you know that? Did you know that you sounded like Kurt Cobain? Maybe not to anyone else, but to me you did. I had always loved his voice, not the way I loved yours though, yours was so special. You were so special. What happen? I miss you. I... Read Full Story