xRonnieGirlx

I think perhaps,..... the time has come. Time to pursue the other side of myself, the part that has laid dormant, for far too long...... What do I have to lose?...."Nothing".... What do I have to gain?....Perhaps, "Nothing"... At this stage in the game, I can't say that I really care....Yes, well, there is a part of me still clinging to old thought patterns... But, I will have that under control soon enough... Life is, what it is... What may be good for the Goose, does not always stand true... Read Full Story

I have been on enough soul searching trips in this life, to fill perhaps 2 lives... It would seem , I know myself very well, although I no not yet, what driving force is behind me, regardless of my decisions, and actions..I mean, I may have an inkling as to the origins, but not to the extent I feel I should..Be that as it may, I know myself quite well...I live one moment, one hour, one day at a time... The future holds no weight in my thinking, for i simply cannot see it.. I am not near... Read Full Story

How do you measure the pains of this world, and what is considered too heavy? Death?, rejection?, disappointment?, trials, tribulations, fear? The list goes on and on! Are we all not just Dancers in this Spiral of Life? Up, down, side to side, the Four Directions are to be respected, no matter in which direction you find yourself.... Mother Earth forever pulling us downward, Father in Heaven Eternally pulling us upward, and all that lies in between pulling us apart.... Truly, Ronnie Read Full Story

Life,..... My life, in a word, is akin to The Revolving Door at the airport. Forever going round, never stopping for any length of time. However, this time recently passed, the door remained still, to the sum of six long years. Well, six years may not seem very lengthy to some, but for me, it was a lifetime. Full of foothills, mountains, deep ravines, and canyons. .....Don't get me wrong, there were many moments that seemed like bliss,....but then, they were always overshadowed, or torn apart... Read Full Story

Do you ever just feel like crying? However, at the same time you refuse to just let it all out..... Afraid that if you do, your going shatter into a million pieces, that can never be glued back together. Or how about this one, you want so badly to scream, even feel like pulling your hair out!....But then, you'd only look funny with clumps of hair missing from your head....Seriously though, so many days I would really like to just tell myself to get a grip..Really!...And to be completely... Read Full Story

What life is this? It feels as though I have lived so many, just within this life alone. And now...It would seem that I am embarking on yet another life... What will this one be like?... Fun, exciting, fulfilling. Who can say.... My spirit feels like..., how do i explain it......., oh yes..., like falling backwards and trusting the person behind you to catch you, but at the same time, your heart is racing, your mind is reeling, and your just a little scared.... So many things to ponder, so... Read Full Story

I wrote this poem many years ago, It was written with love, and respect for my ancestors..... Timeless beauty, uniquely red Ageless wonder, by great ones led Pride and honor, so profound Strength and courage, of a people unbound Love so great, and weakness small A world of children, stand so tall Hearts and souls, together walk A time for council, prayers and talk Their spirits dance upon the wind A nation so great, no mass can bend The bond of Great Father, and of child A nation free, Not... Read Full Story

How do you truly know whether or not you are compatible with another person...Well, in my opinion.. You should reveal to that person, the most important thing that you care about..And, if that person cannot agree, understand or at least be supportive of this, then I believe, that you may indeed be fighting a losing battle... Sincerely, Ronnie Read Full Story

In my own experience I have found, that, what goes around, indeed comes back around.... Truly, Ronnie Read Full Story

Unexpected thoughts crawl around unchecked inside my mind... What is that? And where did it come from? All alone, I let my mind go where it will, then, my conscience gets the better of me...I want to shut it off, then, I really don't.. I know I'm not making sense right now, except to me...I can't divulge these thoughts..These are for me alone,...sort of... Ronnie Girl Read Full Story