If I have more than one beer, I’ll most likely kill myself.

So sorry for the lack of updates..  I’ve been either:  a.) down in the dumps or, b.)  really sick for the past few weeks.  I went through some sort of upper-respiratory infection during the week of Halloween, and I’ve been fighting a bad cold throughout the weekend.  Guess that’s what I get for not being sick for two years..

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School is as painful & pointless as always.  I’m planning to either find a full-time job before spring registration rolls around or change my major to Office Systems Technology.  But for the next month, I have to keep on trucking if I don’t want to owe the V.A. the $3,000 they already paid me.  :(  I loathe doing things that I know are going nowhere.  That program might get me an easy degree, but it’s not at ALL where I want to be.  I’m only interested from the outside… and I feel like a total outsider there.  It’s infested with extremely loud and annoying just-out-of-high school kids who are all friends, with a sprinkling of actual law enforcement.  Not my scene.. but I made my bed, and for about four weeks, I’ve got to lie in it.

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I gave up on job-hunting after the real estate gig fell through.  There’s been a lot of changes at my current one..  I was majorly spoiled by my former co-worker’s schedule..  and I seem to be experiencing a lot of criticism out of nowhere.  But for now, it looks like I’ll deal.  It’s been almost a year.

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5 days till the Twilight movie!